Just plain meditating, to me, is a bore. I consider myself lucky, if I fall asleep. Otherwise, it's a waste of time. However, The Cloud of Unknowing, insists that I don't give up. Easier said than done.
Persevere until you feel joy.
Oh! I get it. That's the "cloud". My mind is cloudy, even a dark cloud. I'm going to try until this cloud between me and God is comfortable. I hope to be at home in it. I'll keep striving to feel love. Will it be mine? or His? According to The Cloud of Unknowing, God will bring me into a deep experience of Himself.
I'll keep you updated.
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