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Showing posts with label "cloistered brother" poem. Show all posts
Showing posts with label "cloistered brother" poem. Show all posts

Thursday, June 8, 2023

More, There's Always More

 There is a saying that has often taken up too much space in my head:

There's always more to the story because there is more than meets the eye.

I usually think of my "cloistered brothers,"  whom most people see as deviants.  But they are not what your eye sees.  There is also more to the story than the facts of their crimes.

However, in W. H. Auden's poem, he's thinking of his homosexuality.

What are you thinking?

At Last the Secret is Out

At last the secret is out,
as it always must come in the end,
the delicious story is ripe to tell
to tell to the intimate friend;
over the tea-cups and into the square
the tongues has its desire;
still waters run deep, my dear,
there's never smoke without fire.

Behind the corpse in the reservoir,
behind the ghost on the links,
behind the lady who dances
and the man who madly drinks,
under the look of fatigue
the attack of migraine and the sigh
there is always another story,
there is more than meets the eye.

For the clear voice suddenly singing,
high up in the convent wall,
the scent of the elder bushes,
the sporting prints in the hall,
the croquet matches in summer,
the handshake, the cough, the kiss,
there is always a wicked secret,
a private reason for this.

Wednesday, November 11, 2020

A Poem by Jazzer

 Another Soul

So many roads traveled,                                                   


      
so many hills climbed,
facing them alone
made for lonely times. 

Dulled days sleepless nights
living in a world that never felt right
looking for a cure to still the mind
as the world slowly passes, left behind.

Seeking refuge in a cold empty church,
sitting in a pew confused and hurt.
What to do where to go, would the lord accept it,
if it ended now?

Living on an island surrounded by souls,
never felt connected, always outside the fold.
Round and round and round it goes,
slammed with torment out of control. 

Seeking answers at the bottom of a bottle,
nothing to be found just pain and trouble.
A ticket to the asylum on the way to prison
broken hearts, family division. 

Lights shining now from those who have gone,
sending living souls to help us along,
Days not so dull now, not as many sleepless nights,
moving forward, trying to make right. 

 God's Peace.  October/20/2020@6pm

Wednesday, September 2, 2020

My Dream

 Today, I saw my brother standing                              



Next to our lovely mother.
Her dress was white and shining
brightly in the sun.

She called my brother with a glance,
and together they walked
hand and hand into the mist.
Now never have the chance
to say good-bye or to have a cry.

No, no, no.
They soared high up in the sky
I-I-I just have to watch
as the eagle flies,

No wings have I, only feet
to walk and run.
Don't look behind
just stare ahead and
bide my time.

by Boo-Boo

Sunday, August 23, 2020

A Prisoner's Dream!

                                  A Prisoner's Dream! 



  
Yesterday I had a really nice email from my brother telling me about the funeral service for my mother at Glassnevin Cemetery back in Dublin Ireland. I was sad; I wasn't there once again for a very special occasion but then I thought about a poem I wrote years ago that reminded me of things we did together.....for those of you in the states.... The Church on the hill would be my local parish where I went many many time with her, she love The Mount and would tell me stories about it long before it was our parish Church of Mount Argus, you can check it out on the Google thing its a pretty cool place. Stephen's Green is also a place I went with her as a kid sometimes to feed the Ducks and Swans.....I think its easy to forget we were all innocent kids one time until someone is gone, but isn't in nice to remember the good times when that sadness comes your way!!


 O' how lonesome I feel when I'm far far from home, 
When nighttime comes found
 Its there that I roam.
 I see all the places 
Where my feet often trod
 Past the Church on the hill 
I gaze at the cross. "What's that there !" 
I say in my dream, As hundreds of people
 Stroll about Stephen's Green. 
Closer and closer, I can't make it out
 Just a minute, I can see it, its coming to me now. 

All of a sudden 
The lights flash on.
 I hear "Stand For Count" 
And my dreams are all gone! 
I open my eyes , as my feet hit the floor,
 Another night over
 I'm dreaming no more.

 Love and Prayers to you all 
God's Peace 
 (Jazzer)

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Mt. Argus, Dublin, Ireland

         Glasnevin Cemetery, Dublin, Ireland

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