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Saturday, July 9, 2011

What does it all mean?



See what you make of this: happiness, sadness, gospel.

This morning upon leaving my home, I stopped dead in my tracks.  There before me the sun's rays were fingering through the trees branches and falling on the sparkling dew wet grass.  It was breath-taking.  I tried to take a picture of it on my iPhone, but the sun's rays didn't come across.

Approaching my car I was quite dismayed to see a small pile of something on my car's roof.  A dirty bird?  Sap from the tree?  It was kind of too big to be bird poop, or sap.  It was a gray pile of matter about the size of my fist.

I went in the back yard and picked up my granddaughter's pail and shovel.  I carefully scraped up the disgusting mass of whatever it was.

It was a poor little bird.  It looked kind of embryonic.  Some predator bird must have picked it out of its nest, and it was too heavy for it, so it dropped it on the roof of my car. ( I'm creating a story for the entire incident.)

Anyway, I started to say a pray for it.  Then thought.  Aquinas says birds don't have immortal souls so what am I praying for?  Is AQ wrong (perish the thought)?  But shouldn't some sort of remembrance be made for a creature's life.  So I prayed for my understanding of it all.

At Mass, the Gospel was Matthew 10: 24-33.     "...Are not two sparrows...  Yet not one of them falls to the ground without your Father's knowledge..."

Ah............Nietzsche is wrong.  Religion and reality do come together.

Friday, July 8, 2011

The Eucharist

    Holy Communion
by Sister Mary Fisher, O.P.

It lies nestled in my hand,
      This white Host,
For precious seconds as we measure time.
   During that infinitesimal moment,
       Gazing at It, I firmly believe
          Christ, whole and entire---
     Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity---
          Rests on my palm, and
      I am Mary, Virgin-Mother,
          Caressing her Newborn;
        A sinner, clutching His robe;
            Martha, preparing a meal,
        Magdalene, bathing His dusty feet,
    Veronica, wiping His dear, weary face.
       I am myself, weak, needy, yearning
           For union with Him.
           "Come, Beloved, come!"
      And kissing the Host, I receive Him.

from Justitia, Poetry from the Second Annual OPrize for Poetry, p. 61.

Thursday, July 7, 2011

Living to the Very End

On the Threshold of EternityImage via Wikipedia
Back in the day when I worked in Human Services, I took a course on Death and Dying.  My friend Eileen and I worked on a project together.  We went to a home where a young man was dying of Aids.  We spent some time with him and were impressed with the amount of papalliative care he was given.  He was determined to live his life to the very end.

Today's article "Fighting to Live Versus Dying to Die," in Zenit, reminded me of that time.  The article gives us the USCCB's approved policy on Physician Assisted Suicide, and Euthanasia.  The Bishops' statement is called "To Live Each Day with Dignity: A Statement of Assisted Suicide."  This statement debunks the illusion that killing one's self is expressing freedom of choice.  That's a sad misconception.  Helping someone to die is not compassion; it's a delusion.  The Bishops propose a better way.  They make ten salient points:

1.     Those requesting to die are very vulnerable.  They commonly suffer from clinical depression.  They should be treated for depression, not allowed to kill themselves.
2.     Chronically and terminally ill patients are liable to suffer undue influence from the biases and expediencies of those who are impatient with their weaknesses and disabilities.
3.     Proposals to legalize Physician Assisted Suicides define a small class of people--those with "terminal illness"--as legally exempt from laws against assisting in the suicide of another.  But clinical definitions of "terminal illness" are nototiously unreliable and ambiguous and risk sweeping up into themselves chronically ill patients who could live a long time if given proper care.
4.     "The assisted suicide agenda promotes...an expectation that certain people, unlike others, will be served by being helped to choose death."
5.     But human life is always good and sacred.  "By rescinding legal protection for the lives of one group of people, the government implicitly communicates the message...that they may be better off dead."
6.     But we cannot devalue some lives by saying through law that they are better off dead.
7.     In countries where assisted suicide is legal, a dangerous lack of scrutiny and oversight exists.
8.     Mercy killing invites a slippery slope toward ended the lives of people with non-terminal conditions.
9.     Thus the bitter truth of the right-to-die movement is this: It ended up posing grave risks to those whom it claims to serve, namely, people with serious illness.
10.     Rather than investing in more efficient ways of killing infirmed patients, our society should invest in improving palliative care.

Choose the natural way, will you?  Reject the siren's call to "end it all."
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Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Confession for Priest

You know how I was complaining about the Examination of Conscience for married people on my iPhone app.  It's blah.

Cardinal Sean Patrick O'Malley hears confession of a priest.
So I use the Examination of Conscience for priests.  That's the best one on my app.  Well B16 has come out with a better Examination of Conscience for Priests.  It's above whatever I could use.  So it's definitely focused on only priests and spiritual directors.

Take a look at the Table of Contents.



I. THE MINISTRY OF PENANCE AND RECONCILIATION
WITH A VIEW TO CHRISTIAN HOLINESS
1. Contemporary importance, moment of grace   .    .    .    .    .     8
An urgent invitation [7-8]   .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .     8
Christ’s Mission operative in the Church [9-11]     .    .    .    .     8
Opening ourselves to love and reconciliation [12-13] .    .    .     9
The witness and commitment of pastors [14-18] .    .    .    .     10
The example of the Curé of Ars [19-20]  .    .    .    .    .    .    .     12
The ministry of mercy [21-23]      .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .     14
2. Fundamental approach   .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .     15
The nature of the Sacrament of Penance [24]       .    .    .    .     15
Paschal celebration, journey of conversion [25-27]   .    .    .     15
On the journey of holiness [28-31]   .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .     16
A mystery of grace [32-35]      .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .     17
3. Some practical guidelines      .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .     19
The ministry of awakening proper dispositions in the peni- 
   tent [36-40]  .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .     19
The liturgical celebration [41-43]  .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .     20
Practical norms established by the Church: an expression of 
   pastoral charity [44-47]    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .     21
Orientation on the journey of holiness in harmony with the 
   action of the Holy Spirit [48-50]     .    .    .    .    .    .    .    .     23
Ministerial availability and fatherly welcome [51-57]  .    .    .     24
A renewed and up to date training for priests so as to be able 
   to guide the faithful in different circumstances [58-60]    .     26
New circumstances, new graces, new fervour of priests [61-63] 2

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Fun Comedy of Errors

Ducks swim at Bayside, too.

It all started when I over slept on Friday, July 1st.  I usually  wake up before the radio alarm at 5:30 AM.  Friday, my bed seemed extra cozy and comfortable when I awoke.  I thought I'd just snuggle down under the covers and wait for the radio to go off, and maybe I'd listen to the news and weather.

It seemed that it was awfully bright, however.  Mmmmmmm.  Usually it's dark at 5:00 AM.  So I rolled over and looked at the radio clock.

7:30 AM !!

Yikes!  I shot out of bed, threw on my clothes, and flew to work.  (I didn't even brush my teeth!)  And from then on, all weekend, it seemed like I was racing from one thing to another.

Work was crazy!  Everybody I needed was on vacation.  Fiscal Year 2011 closed yesterday--June 30th.  Do you know how many unpaid invoices are still coming in?  Do you know how many 2011 Purchase Orders don't have enough money to pay those unknown bills?  Do you also realize that that week was a split payroll--two Fiscal Years on one pay check?

Better that you don't know.  It would make no difference whatsoever to have more people stressing.

After work, I rushed to a T.O.P.S. meeting.  We had more gained than loss for the month of June.  The goals we set for last week weren't met, so why make new ones?  My weight was the same, but I had expected to lose.  Bummer.

After T.O.P.S., some friends unexpectedly invited me to lunch at a new restaurant in town.  WTF??

By the time I finally came home, I was too tired to drive down the Cape.  I hadn't finished packing, anyway, and the radio was reporting traffic back ups.

I thought I'd get an early start Saturday, morning.  I didn't even go to my usual Mass at the Abbey.  I was on the road to the Cape by 7:10 AM.  Do you know I ran into traffic!  An hour drive took me three hours--at 7:00 in the morning!

But it was worth it.  Once I crossed over the Bourne Bridge, I kicked the dust off my sandals and sang
Old Cape Cod.  I thought I'd be waking everyone up, but no one was home.  The boat was still moored but the canoe was missing.

Well, I thought I'd go to the beach to relax.  I drove to Menauhant--closed--the parking lot was full.  OK.  The next beach was Bristol--closed--the parking lot was full.  That was it; I went home and stretched out in a chaise lounge, in the back yard.

After awhile, I thought I'd unpack and look around to see what I could prepare for supper.  Guess what?  I forgot one of my suitcases.  Bummer.

I made a wine cooler and sat down to read a book on Kindle.  Kindle told me my battery was low.

But I can read on my iPhone.

iPhone also told me that my battery was low.  I may not have brought a charger for my Kindle; nor a charger for my iPhone, but I had a charger in my car for the iPhone.  Errrr, I didn't have the fuel to waste though.  And I was not planning to get more gas on the Cape.  Who do you think I am--a tourist?  Everything on the Cape is more expensive than at home.

#*@%*+^!!!!!!!

It's a good thing that "I'm smarter than the average bear," because I brought my lap top.  At least I can blog.

Well....I could have if I had a router.  My husband took it home for some unknown reason.  When I asked him about it, he answered, "What's a router?"

....you have to just love him.

Mmmmmm.  No Kindle, no iPhone, no computer, no beach, ..... I went for a bike ride.  The damn contraption skipped in second gear.  OK, my thigh muscles needed strengthening anyway.

Finally, family and friends came home: sunburned, salty, sandy, sweaty, and surly.  But that's nothing that a few wine coolers for the adults, and some chocolate milk for the kiddies couldn't cure.

After showers, and supper, and s'mores, we sat around the fire pit and chatted.   Actually, we sat around the remains of the fire pit, and chatted.  You see, the fire pit that I gave hubby on Father's day (not even a month ago) was run over in the dark, when hubby was backing up the truck in the back yard to unload sand for our Granddaughter's sand box.

It's nice to sit around a fire in the dark, on a cool night, when you feel your sunburn cool down.  It's nice to have family and friends around you.

The next day was Sunday and I planned to go to the earliest Mass to avoid all the people.  It's a good thing I went early because the Mass became so full, there was standing room only--at 7:30 AM.  People parked in the cemetery!  After Mass, some of our guests left.  They only planned to stay one night which was a good thing because my other daughter and her family came down.  Yay!!!! My granddaughter came; she's going to be "one" in a few weeks.

Sunday wasn't a sunny day so the beaches weren't crowded.  We went to Nobska Lighthouse beach.  We only stayed for awhile because without the sun, it was a little chilly.  This was little Lucy's first time in the ocean.  She loved it!  She didn't understand how come this water didn't taste like her water.  It was funny to see her expressions.  She'd stick her fingers in a wave and then suck on them and look puzzled.  She didn't know if this was yucky or not.  It looked like water.  It felt like water.  It kind of taste like water.  But....

The next day we planned to take the boat to the island, but it wouldn't start.  Again!  Hubby was so angry he called the marina to trade it in.  So we went to the little association beach, a walk away.  Bayside Beach is perfect for toddlers like Lucy.  But you know, she was afraid of the water.  Yesterday, in the open ocean with waves, she loved it.  Today, no waves and she was afraid.  There were people and children everywhere and Lucy liked to just watch the other kids.  She was tired and fell asleep on a towel.

My daughters' family went home that night, leaving hubby and me alone for a day.  We were glad because we had cleaning and straightening up to do.  We had run out of propane in the barbecue; it's a good thing we had a spare.  Since I had forgotten the suitcase with my work clothes and shirts, I had to do some laundry.  I wore my bathing suit all weekend--even to church.  Of course I put a skirt on, but the top was my bathing suit.

And it was good to be alone.  Did I tell you that the Fourth of July is our wedding anniversary?  Yup.  What do you think the fireworks are for?

Friday, July 1, 2011

Habemus Papem

XXVI World Youth DayImage via Wikipedia
I've written about Christian Manga and Jonathan Lin before.  His Manga, Habemus Papem is going to be given out at World Youth Day in Madrid, Aug. 16-21.

It's a great way to grab the youth's attention.  Manga is a combo of comic book and instruction.  The kids love it.  Some of the stories are about Pope Benedict XVI, St. Paul, Judith from the Old Testament.
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Reminiscing

 My sister died a month ago.  A sibling dying is not an inconsequential event, for anyone.  For me, it was deep.  You see, she was ten years...